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Introduction
So, the other day I spoke with a credit card company that I had a substantial debt with.
After talking for almost half an hour explaining in detail all of the hardships I have endured over the last ten years. I thought it would be a great idea to sit down and write it all out and share it with others.
So here goes...

Oregon/College
I moved to Oregon after my father died in '94 and after my brother moved up her in '95. Both he and my mother convinced me to move up her 'to keep the family together.' and because it was 'just too much work for one person'. Of course after moving up here, my mother moved back to CA and my brother got married and moved out. Leaving me up here with 'too much work for one person'. Well I got by and had a job at a titanium foundry in town making engine parts for Boeing jets. Within a year there was a big lay off and I was included. They did offer to pay for my first semester of college for retraining. They had an Associates Degree program for Computer User Support that I thought sounded good. Little did I know that whole field would soon be out sourced to India.

Homeownership
In the economic chaos that followed 9/11 one of the good things was very low interest rates on homes. I purchased my first house with a fixed 5% thirty year loan. I was nervous, but had a good paying job and figured I would never see an opportunity like this again my lifetime. Time was running out for me and I was getting tired of the whole house shopping experience. So I settled and bought a ten year old manufactured house in a residential section of Lebanon. Right after signing the papers I started moving my possessions in. I stayed at my mothers since she was out of town at a dog show. Three days after buying my house I was working graves at Target, came home at 3 am and went to bed only to be woken up a few hours later by my sister in law telling me there had been a fire at my house.
It seems that someone had kicked in my door and stole everything I owned then set my house on fire.
This devastated me to say the least. Of course I immediately called my insurance agent and the process began. I had planned on doing a home inventory as I unpacked my belongings, but that was two days too late. So my suggestion to everyone is to do a home inventory as soon as possible. Fortunately for me, I had ACR (actual cost of replacement) insurance, which turned out to be a godsend. The insurance company would replace all of my belongings at the actual cost instead of depreciating each item. However there was a catch. For example, say my couch was going to cost me one thousand dollars to replace, they would give me three hundred dollars and as soon as I provided the receipt they would give me the other seven hundred dollars. It went on like this with all of my belongings. So from memory, I had to come up with a list of my belongings, and I was provided with a check for approximately $8000. Far short of my losses. Of course if you just purchased a home, you are not sitting on a pile of cash, so I had to take that initial check from the insurance company and pay off my credit cards then go out and go shopping and max out all of my credit cards. I handed in my receipts to the insurance company and wait for them to send me another check so that I could repeat the process again. The catch is that the insurance company only gives you sixty days to perform all of this so they take their time in sending you any money. I had to keep on them with repeated phone calls. If it was up to them they would have waited the entire sixty days to pay me.
Add to this turmoil, the insurance company wanted to rebuild my ten year old manufactured home at a cost of over 90k instead of replacing it for 79.5k. My title company said that their collateral was on the old home and refused to replace it. When I told them that I would walk away since I hadn't made a payment yet, they knew I wasn't bluffing and agreed to allow me to replace it under certain criteria tho. I had an FHA loan so there were certain things I had to have done to the first house in order to qualify, like spending over four thousand dollars to have foundation piers poured under each support and have it cross tied to hurricane standards (in Oregon, like we ever get a hurricane here). That all came out with the demolition, there was over $4000 wasted. Then I had to get two additional appraisals done, one from the blue prints to make sure that the value meet or exceeded the value of the original home, and one more after installation. So for my first house I had to buy three appraisals at over $400 each.
While all of this was going on my insurance company put me up in the Phoenix Inn Suites at a cost of one hundred dollars a night.
I spent the next two months re-purchasing all of my lost possessions and playing the insurance receipt game and trying to get the process of replacing my home under way. After the third month and as I was preparing to move into my new home I was contacted by my insurance company with the news that they were not going to pay for the last thirty days in the hotel because they originally wanted to rebuild the house instead of replacing it and that they could have accomplished that within thirty days so they refused to pay the $3000 dollar bill for the last month of the hotel. What a nice Christmas time surprise.
Finally, after three months of headache and turmoil I could at long last move into my first home. I did get all new appliances and furniture, but the trouble was far from worth the gain. One good thing, in fact the only good thing I can about Target was that right after my house burned down my senior group leader Andy Barnes approached me and told me that he was going to get the ball rolling and get me access to the Target Teammate Emergency Relief Fund. Five hundred dollars, tax free to use to buy new clothes and what not. Which was very nice considering the fact that the only thing I had was the clothes on my back. Nobody, even human resources had ever even heard of this fund, but with Andy's help, it panned out for me. Everybody disliked Andy, but I thought he was a very nice person that helped me out immensely in a time when I was really down and out. Aces in my book.

Target
One month after the September 11th disaster I got hired at the Target warehouse and within a year was trained as a back up computer room technician. I passed up job offers for computer support positions at the local hospital where several of my college classmates were working because I was under the impression that I was in line for the position that I so desired with Target. This was going to be perfect, I planned on retiring form Target with a nice secure job in the computer room.
There were several other techs but most were getting ready to retire and I was assured of a position after one more person retired but I just had to do the interview process to be all company compliant. I was the last of the four to be interviewed and shortly after my interview, Lance, the manager that told me I was a shoe in, died of leukemia complications. His boss was called in to deal with replacing him and finish the hiring process for the tech position. Instead of hiring me, who had just graduated with a degree for that exact position, he decided to give the job to someone else who admitted to me once that his experience with computers was basically playing games with his daughter on the computer.

Changes
There were a lot of changes at Target, one of them was when they hired an inexperienced restaurant manager named Denise Richards. She came in as a butcher, to cut the fat and save the company money. She had it in for me right from the beginning. There was a feeling of stress through out the entire warehouse. People were being written up for the silliest of things or for no reason whatsoever because their manager would make up bold faced lies. I was written up for and eventually terminated for creating a hostile workplace but there is more to the story than just that. While putting pallets of freight away in the racks, I heard a conversation over the radio about the receivers wrapping white shrink wrap around the pallets of high security freight such as iPods and X Boxes. They had to wrap the pallets in order for the cameras to track them as they traveled through the warehouse. But we were responsible for removing the shrink wrap prior to putting them in the racks. However the receivers had a history of building pallets in such a manner that they were unstable unless they were wrapped up. Imagine placing a pallet with thirty cases of X Boxes on it worth over ten grand in racks forty to fifty feet off the ground and all of the boxes are standing on end stacked four high. Common sense dictates that stacked boxes would be more stable laying flat on their widest surfaces than standing on edge. So, back to the radio conversation. I spoke over the radio and stated that since they were 'high dollar, urinalysis type items, it might be prudent to have the receivers put rubber bands around the pallets in addition to the shrink wrap that we had to remove. Well, apparently that comment (according to the group leader) created a sense of fear amongst my co workers that they would not want to go into that aisle if the act of damaging freight meant taking a pee test. I'm telling you they had it in for me.

Lebanon Community Hospital
Fortunately for me, I started a second job at LCH as a housekeeper to help with the mounting bills. Plus it would be a foot in the door for an opportunity at a computer room job there. I had been applying there for several years when I figured out that there was going to be chance with Target. But had been looked over for people that were current employees. I had applied and been rejected so many times I no longer got the personal phone calls instead I would just receive the form letter in the form of an e mail. It wasn't even personalized, just a computer generated form letter. After six months of scrubbing toilets and emptying trash cans for just over minimum wage, a job posting for a tech position at the coast for the hospital came up. This would mean many things for me, either commute 3000 miles a month or sell my house in a down market or try to rent it out. But then I would have to find a place at the coast that would accept my dog and not break my bank, all during the middle of tourist season. As it turns out, I didn't get the job, they gave it to someone from the coast. Thats OK, because a month later another position in Corvallis opened up when one of my fellow classmates moved back to Canada. Perfect. After several weeks of hearing nothing I send a polite email to the person that interviewed me, another fellow classmate, asking if I was still in the running. He informed me that they had already made a decision and hired someone else from outside the hospital with more experience. It seems that since I waited for so long for the Target job to pan out I haven't done anything since graduation and lack the experience.

In Summary
So that is where I stand right now.
A five year old college education, mounting student loans, credit card debt that has doubled in the last six months from penalties and fees, my income slashed to a third, and a part time job cleaning toilets and emptying garbage. Not that I find the job demeaning or beneath me. I feel any job that is done right and with pride is good. I just don't like the condescending attitudes of people that don't think the same. People that are money and power driven. They seem to think that a class system is fine as long as they are further up the scale. The same people that wont look you in the eye when passing you in the hall or even if they do they still look down upon you as if to say 'you should have gone to college'.
At least I have a brand new house, even tho they raised the monthly payments on me due to the fact that the property is valued at $60k more than when I bought it and the taxes and insurance are built into the loan payments. Its just too bad that it is in a state with the third highest unemployment in the nation at over 12% and even if I did work forty hours a week I still wouldn't make enough to make the house payment, let alone the increased water and sewer bill, electricity, and food bills.

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